January 19, 2011
The Funk
I am in a funk. I don't know a better word to describe it. It is really nothing new that is happening, just a lot of decisions that have to be made and no answers to make them with. I am hesitant to make a decision because I am afraid I will make the wrong one. I am not big on change.......at all. I am one of those rare people who could vacation in the same place every year and be content. It's not that I can't handle any sort of change......life is constantly changing.....it's just the big stuff that gets to me. And here lately every time I think I have found an answer, the door shuts in my face. So, I am trying to wait patiently for God to open the door (or window) for me. But, patience is not my greatest virtue either......so for now I will just have to sit impatiently in my funk because what else can I do? While waiting in line at Wal-Greens the other day, I was looking at bracelets they had on display. Each one had a positive message or scripture.....half printed on one side, half on the other. One in particular caught my eye. One side said, "Give your problems to God." The flip side......"and leave them there." O, I see the problem now! I've been giving them to Him daily, that's not the problem.......The problem is that I've just been packing them back up afterwards. I think I am going to have to splurge a little and get that bracelet.